Friday, April 19, 2013
When he said this, I started to see myself with my ex. Continually trying to push him towards bigger dreams while stinting my own growth. So our relationship was doomed even before infidelity was revealed. I wish I had known this from the beginning. But God has a way of teaching you the things you don't know in order to prepare you. So, I do believe I am still being prepared. For what I don't know. I just know I will keep focusing on my dreams and one day God will send me a man that my dreams can fit inside of. Because I am learning daily that it takes much more than feelings and desire to have a successful relationship.
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
"I didn't throw him away."
"What did you do then?"
"I broke up with him."
"So you dumped him?”
“Where did you dump him?"
"…In the trash."
"So you threw him away."
"Yes, I guess you can say that."
"I don't fault you for throwing him away, he showed himself to be trash. But why don't you want to accept that you're the one that threw him away?"
"Because if I threw him away, why do I feel so worthless?"
"Two reasons, you're very good at dogging yourself out and because you have real feelings for him."