Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Well, I have been searching diligently for a job. (isn't everyone?). And I have just been offered a job with a marketing company. Of course I am going to take it. Beggars can't be choosers. But it may turn out to be exactly what I need. Still being in college and all, I needed a job that I can work around my school schedule without having to sacrifice study time. And this job, seems to be the cushion I need. So I am going to take this chance and run with it and see where it leads me. Hopefully I can do great with it.
Do you ever wonder if you are making a sound decision when it seems like there are no other options? I kind of feel like this now. But I am going to walk on faith. and see where is goes.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I am Shapeless,
a lump of doh. Clay.
Willing participant to your passion.
but waiting to be filled with knowledge.
Unkowingly made to pleasure through enduring pain.
The sweet pain of unfulfillment.
Slave to the passion of creation,
Yet never creating.
I am like clay
Mold me into someone more like me,
And I am reminded of the softness of your lips,
the promise of the sweetness in your mouth.
And I am lifted to a plane of music beyond sound,
that makes me tremble
a melody far sweeter than anything known to me.
And the heat is so intense that I must look away.
For I am molten lava,
but I fear the inferno that is...me
But there is a wall so big and thick
that now begins to crumble.
And the flood,
the rushing nectar of life covers me,
the flame is extinguished
and I find the ecstasy of